The Snozberries do not taste like Snozberries..

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1M0eMkcc91E
No need to get the BBQ all fired up, Burger King called for my "radiation" throat to personally flame broil each burger. This bites...It feels like acid reflux, and the texture of my tongue is is comparable to clapping used chalk erasers out in the middle of the Sahara desert. Gross. Tomorrow will be my 8th radiation treatment leaving me with the realization that this will only get worse. I brush my teeth and spit black feeling oddly similar to Natalie Portman  in her psychotic distorted breakdown which ends "Black Swan". Texture is different as well, I swear every single carbonated drink is either flat or the fountain is broke. But it's just me... me and the radiation. Google only furthered my fear with saying some people lose their ability to taste, or the function to swallow. But someone once said that attitude is the difference between an obstacle and an adventure! And although my mouth and throat are lacking.. I've dropped that stinking ten pounds Ive been struggling with for months, and the few items I've ever bought that were a SMALL are now sashaying their way to the front of my closet.... and is that a delicate bone frame at my collarbone? all these things have to keep me up when I'm down. Simple laughter and optimism have to become my new BFF's. My best efforts for this blog is to bring you my ups and downs of this because lets get real its not always rainbows and butterflies, its compromise that moves us along (thanks Adam Levine) wow I'm getting cheesy with the quotes to night but to tie it together which we all know is my greatest challenge ...always.... Willy Wonka says exactly how I'm feeling in this clip... We are the music makers,And we are the dreamers of dreams,Wandering by lone sea-breakers,And sitting by desolate streams;" Because really seriously though... Who ever heard of a Snozberry?